Widowhood is not for the faint of heart. It’s a grueling battle to be appropriate, especially in business dealings, when tears are inappropriate. I’ve come a long way but still have a fair bit to go. Self-expectations of being farther along the grief journey or tougher than the tears don’t help fight the battle. So, everyday I just try to do better, be better and I leave it at that. And still carry Kleenex everywhere, just in case.
The Ernie Project no. 9 From binder no. 2 dated: 17 Jan 88 Hello from the Pastor! WHY ME, LORD!? If you were a whiner like me you would be very familiar with the whiner’s favorite phrase, “why me!?” It’s always delivered in a somewhat nasal, high-pitched, peevish way, as if one were […]